Thursday, October 10, 2013
This is going to be a selfish, whining, pity party post so beware
I hate good-byes. Not like most people do. You know 'cause they make me sad for a little while but I'll get over it later when I am busy and I make new friends. Not that kind of sad. I get the, crying all over the place, I really don't make friends well, I feel sorry for me kind of sad when I say good-bye.
I said good-bye to some people this morning and all I can do is cry and think about all the ways that they have been important in my life. Did I mention that I hate crying too? Having a heart is a damn inconvenience!!!! I liked it better when I was a grouchy, heartless, mean hag. Growing a heart is a pain.
There, I feel kind of better.